Random thoughts before bed...
Why is at that some people always come in last place? How is that a person who you consider a true and best friend have no idea what has been transpiring over the last three months?? Is it that they don't care or is it that don't want to be burdened?? Is it that I am to sensitive?? do I expect too much from people? On second thought... I don't need to look to mere humans to satisfy a deep longing to be loved. I am loved by my creator! He created the stars who shine so bright at night. He has me engraved on the palm of His hand! I am His handiwork. I honestly believe that we go though trials to refine us and burn away the tarnished parts. Over the last several months, I have lost some people that I thought were my friends.. I am afraid some of my closest college friends are about to join that list. I am just tired of treating other people like gold and feeling like a doormat in return! Me and my creator have been having some hearts to hearts over this.. Then I am reminded that one of Jesus's very own disciples betrayed Him!
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