Stress

Oh where to begin, I am not sure... I guess I will start with my journey by telling a brief synopsis of the last six weeks of my life. I am a nurse and my job is not always the easiest. Six weeks ago or so I unfortunately witness the worst thing I ever seen in my whole life. I can not say anymore details due to laws and protection for the patients. The same week I had some co- workers treat me unfairly. I felt like I was living in hell literally. I had not slept well in about a weeks because of stress. Stress is really not good for your health because I started having physical symptoms at work. One night, I was sent home. I went to the ER and pinkie promised ED doc I would make an appointment with my primary to get blood tests ran. I called my primary and got appointment that day. So  as I said earlier I am nurse, I work night shift. My primary stated that could see me at 10am. I feel asleep and woke up to my alarm going off. I just put on some comfortable clothes. Well as I am driving over the bridge, I start freaking out literally. I start calling people because I didn't wanted to be admitted to the hospital. My family lives 6 hours away. After calling several people, a trainer from my gym came. I go and see the doctor, let me preface that I can't walk straight because I am dizzy, my BP was increased, eyes were sensitive to light, and I was nauseated. My doc has colors on the outside of the rooms, let me just say red does not mean good. She sent me to get a head ct done stat. Thankfully my head was fine. I got some meds and it was 3 pm before I got home. I had worked all night and been up all day. My mom is on the way from Georgia by this time. I feel into deep sleep before she got there.  Mom gets there and she can't get to answer my phone or my door!! It takes about a solid 10 minutes for me to wake up.....

Goals for 2015

Here goes nothing....
I have a lot of things on mind as of late! The Lord has given me some new visions and new goals! I know now that I want to go back to school and do a duel degree program in masters in public health and masters in nursing. I want to get my degree at UAB! I also know I want to open an orphanage in 10 years or so! I want to do travel nursing for a year or so. My goal is to visit all 50 states!!  For the next two years, I want to get out of debt! No more credit cards! Study for the GRE! While I am doing things, I want to become more involved in my church and start giving back to my community! I also want to read the whole Bible this year! I also want to get involved with thyroid awareness! I feel like so many people are suffering and the practitioners just give them medications to treat symptoms and not find out why people have those symptoms! I know medicine is not easy and a lot of medicine is trial and error! I just wish more practitioners would take time to do research and run some blood tests! Anywho just ramblings from me today!